I WANT TO KNOW WHY

Ok, you know what, SCREW the idea that there's somethings we're not meant to understand. I WANT TO KNOW WHY BABIES GET SICK AND DIE. I want to know WHY any mother has to suffer that. I want to know why any father has to stand by, all his manly strength powerless to help his child. I want to know why any child has to struggle to understand why he lost a little brother or sister. AND I WON'T BE SATISIFIED UNTIL I GET AN ANSWER. I'm sick sick sick to death of girls carelessly having babies and neglecting them while loving, proven, nurturing mothers go through HELL.

I'm done. I can't say anything else intelligible today.

Run and play, sweet Alex, your work and trials here are done.